the owner

the owner
sha's the name. :)

Thursday, June 30, 2011

how could u?

bnd kcik jdi bnd bsar la kan?
yar. but u do the same thing, n u apologize juz like dat.
n to u everythings alright.
spe x bengang bnd sme je yg di ulang kan.
hmmm. yar. i forget. i love u.

Monday, June 27, 2011

first time.

today was my first time going to an interview. n it went well i guess. im act a 20 year old girl n i have never worked a day in my life. sad aite? huhu. but today on 27 jun 2011 was my first interview in my 20 year life. so i just wanted to write this to rmmbr this day. peace yaw !

Thursday, June 16, 2011

burette oh burette.

assalamualaikum.

hey2. lame x brsua kan kan?
anda sume chat ke?
aish. prasan korg bce ak nye blog plak kan. huuu.
nyway, ak bosan arini so ak menaip dan menaip lagi.
merepek n merepak lagi.
huhuhuu

haaa! ade 1 bdn ak nk share.
act, i have started knitting again. n i have finished a burette.
yess!!!! everybody say it with me now, a burette.
i know knitting is lame, but who cares.
its my time n i could do nything i want with it.
huhuhu

thought of like selling this cute little things but im afraid like nobody would buy it.
coz u know im not worthy for any of u to buy my stuff.
*ayt pasrah. huhuhu.
nyway, i though of selling it for rm20 if any of u even dream of wanting some like this.
huhu.

dats all i guess. ok byeeeee. <3




Tuesday, May 31, 2011

my secret.


u wanna know my secret.
i have been keeping this for a long time.
but now i think its time to let it out

GUESS WHAT?

im a MERMAID.
seriously i am.
mcm dlm cite pirates tu.
mmg sbijik cam sye laaa.

sy dlm air brtukar kaki sy mcm mermaid tu.
pastu, i eat pirates.
sbb tu da xde pirates cam dlm cite pirates of the carribean, sy da mkn sume.
pastu sy selamatkan org yg baik je.
so, spe yg sy slmatkan tu mmg btul baik laaa.

k laa. i wanna play in the sea.this is the only time no one can see me.
*klu cye xtau la kan. HAHA

XOXO





Monday, May 30, 2011

gossip girl !

mgg ni y nk tgok gossip girls plak sbb mcm bes je.
hehe.
tu je. kbai :)

Sunday, May 29, 2011

SUNSHINE

hey guys.
sy nk masuk this one competition.
nme dy sunshine smile contest.
n link dy ade kat bwh ni haa klu korg nk join skali.
ur very2 welcome to btw. :)



ni lah gmbr yg sy nk submit,
please jgn meluat sgt k.
dy minx senyuman plg ceria n ikhlas.
so sy rse yg ni laaa.
huuuu

senyuman sy plg ceria sebab sy dpt mkn mcd yg adik sy blanje . yessss ! :P n another thing is because i love the sea. i dunno y. maybe its the smell or the scene. but its gorgeous to me. :)

abis da. kbai. :D


p/s . dorg suh tag 3 org kwn jugak k. so i hope u dont mind i tagged u guys k. :D

Saturday, May 28, 2011

sy suke mmbebel.

hey2.wassup guys n girl?
act, ak tlg blog ak ni da brhabuk sgt da.
lme bebenor da xpost.
*but bkn nye org tgok pun kan klu post? -.-''
tp xpe.
ak xksh.
*dying inside.huuuu ;(

ok2. ak tulis ni pun ak xtau nk cite pe.
tpi tb2 kan, ak trigt zmn2 matriks ak dlu.
that was the most exhausting, bittersweet 1 year of my life. huu

wanna know why its exahusting?
well, korg cube bygkan kelas dy evryday dr kul 8 pg smpi kul 4 ptg.
kdg2 awl ckit kul 3.
kdg2 LMBT ckit kul 5 or 6.
huh! ltih siot.
pastu mlm tu nk kne study plak.
klu xstudy rse cam xcomplete doe.
rse cam mmbuang mase sgt.
*pdhal skang ni ok je 1 bulan xbukak buku. alright je. xde rse papepun. huu.
n environment dy pun menyebabkan kte rse cam tu.
korg cube bygkan, sume org duk ngah study.
ngadap buku je.
smpi kul 3 pg ok!
n korg plak xnk study.
kunon nye mlm tu plan nk relax laa, nk tgok cite korea.
tpi ble everyone prangai cam tu, automatic kau msti nk study gak.
coz rse cam brdose je klu xstudy.
*over sgt tpi btul tauuu. huhu
tpi klu ak rse mls sgt nk study.
aku kua bilik ak, g bilik mmbr ak. kcu2 dy smpi dy pun mls nk study.
ade geng x malu sgt. bhahaha.

ok2. n another thing matrix ni bittersweet kan sbb byk bnd yg happen yg kau msti xleh lupe.
wlupun 1 thun, ssh sgt korg nk rse mcm tu kat tmpt len.
bengang tu ade gak, tension tu ade gak, tpi FUN tu byk doe.
ak ni plak dpt geng satu kepale plak kat sne. haha. mmg bes laaaa.
esp. psl laki segak2 ni mmg ak no 1 la kan. *tpi tu sblum sy jumpe mr. bf k. hee
dulu, bile jumpe je laki ak minat, msti cover nk mati doe. sumpah xtpu.
ak xmo cite kat cni. nt malu sgt ak.
nk ltak muke kat mne. hahhaa.
tpi crious laa.
n klu dy senyum je, da rse cam nk jerit lompat2 sume. haha.
klaka ble igt blk.
rndu sgt2!
rse cam nk g kat nabil pnjm mesin dy tu.hahaha

ok. abis da bebel ak ari ni. kbai. :D

Sunday, March 27, 2011

moonlight

27th march 2010. 22:20 p.m.
He made a song for me
that was sooo sweet.
im still red in the face btw.
love u damn much hun.....
:))))

*heres the instrumental video of his song. he used the instrumental but his own lyrics k? sweettttt! i dont care what u guys say. but i still think he's as sweet as sugar!!!!

Thursday, March 24, 2011

CRUSH

Saya percaya semua orang mest ada crush kt sesorng kn??

bila kite mnat kat org tu

1) kte asyk brharap dia mncul dpan kite..kite dok bce jampi serapah mntak2 kita dapat jmpe dia.haha..

2) Pstu kalo dia lalu sbelah kte,kite mula pura2 xnmpak tapi dalam hati ‘aish…cepat la tego..ak dah jln punya slow ni’..haha..ak tau korg mmg cmni sbb ak la slh sorg tu..^.^

3) bile dia tego kite,dpan dia mke maintain je..tnye dia cm kwan bese je..pas dia pergi je..peh..kalo ad krusi dpan korg,cnfirm patah sbb korg sepak..hehe..punye la happy pdahal dia just tnye ‘watpe tu’…

4) tapi bile dia xtego kte,mula la..masuk blik mke cam mati laki..mula pkir ‘nape dia xtego ak td..nk kata xnmpak,dh lalu sbelah..ke dia tau ak ske dia,dia xnak lyan ak..ke dia…..or dia…..’.mule la korg pkir ap sebab dia xtgor korg~

5)lagi 1,kalo korg ske kat dia,mle la kwan2 korg jd mngsa..lg2 yg mne rapt ngn korg..tiap2 hari nak cte..brdarah telinga kwan2 korang tu..roommate lagi r..cm orang gila kite brcerita tp kwan2 kite baik..walaupun dah tau jlan cte tu,diorg tetap dengar..*thnx r roommateku n kwan2 yg menahan telinga*

6)bila waktu cuti sem,peh~lagi r..dah r xleh tgk mke dia..seb baik ad fb~connecting people..haha..tp ble dia on9,xtau nk tgo pe..so,korg tgk jela..ble skali dua nak tego hai boleh tahan lg..tp kalo tiap2 ari nak tego dulu,kite pun rse segan..so trpksa la tahan hati..

7) apa status dia kat fb,smua nk like..bile status dia sedih,mule kte tnye dia..tp plg sedih kalo status dia pasal orang lain..dan psal hati dia kt pmpuan lain..nk mrah xleh,nk like pon xleh..tgk je la..pstu amek bntal..tutp muke pastu jerit..

8)tp ble dia komen2 dgn kwan2 dia,n dia brsungguh kata yg dia still single,mula r..snyum xnmpk mata..even kte tau mybe dlm hati ad org..tp kte ttp wat xtau..slagi mulut dia xkate sndiri,slagi tu kita ttap anggap dia single..

9)kalo kite nmpak brang2 yg dia ske,kte pun jd ske kat barang tu..dia ske minum air oren brand X,kite pun ske..asal g koop je,nk bli air,amek ape yg dia ske..ble nk ble ice cream pon ingat dia..tp ble kite nk bli asam ttbe tringat dia bese kate ‘makan asam xelok..xyah bli’..trus xjadi nk bli..mak kte punya la payah pujuk kte jgan mkan asam,dia ckp cmtu je trus dgr~tp ble dpan dia,trus g bli asam..saje nk attntion dia..

10)last skali r..korg msti brharap 1hari korg leh confess kt dia..n dtrima..tp untuk mse skrang korg hnye tgk dia dari jauh je*yg dkat tu ok la*..macam kwan2 saya kate ‘g je la cnfess kat dia’..ape diorg ingt ak cnfess ni cm nk bli gula2..sng2 je~kena r ada azam yg kuat,mke tebal baru leh cnfess..

So, kpada ssiapa yg ad crush tu r,sye sgt pham prasaan n keadaan korang..tp yg pnting kita kne la syg lbih kt yg kat atas,THE ONLY ONE..n oso kite nyer FAMILY..

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

ADIK SAYE

*bajet ensem la tuuu -.-''


budak ni mrh2 ak lak sbb bsg2 psl de previous blog.
dy plak sok nk kne ambk result SPM.
sian dyyy!
so ak dedicate this next blog tuk dy je laa.
haha

GOODLUCK BRO!
u'll do great.
klu xgreat pun xpe.
ak ade!
*ceh! ayt xblh blah. HAHA

luahan hati !

korg xprnh ke trpkir, org len pun de mslh.
bkn korg je yg ade problems in life.
tpi npe korg xbrhnti2 dengki huh.
korg dpat phala ke dengki ni?
everytime korg dengki kat someone korg dpt duit?
klu mcm tu ak phm lajugak kan klu korg nk torment ak je.
every time korg aim ak, korg dpt rm1.
mmg kaye la korg skang kan?
ak rse korg blh dpt kete porsche sbijik.
xyah blaja da.
bangga mak bapak kau kan!

ak brsbar je laaa stakat ni.
n mmg ak xnk pun mmblas ape korg wat.
bia la nt satu ari korg trkne sndri.
time tu bru korg sdar kot.
huhu

tibe2 plak ak nk beleter malam ni.
bukan nye xde keje.
byk je keje ak ni.
luse de test. sok kne anta report.
tpi ak nk gak tulis blog so pduli ape ak! huh

* klu ade yg trase, jgn! ni psal ak n klu korg trase ty ak dlu.
jgn nk prasan ak ckp psl kau je k?
phm!


Saturday, March 19, 2011

sy dah jumpa mak andam sy!!!


blh thn kan tajuk ak tuk ari ni?? HAHA
xde pape sgt pun act.
bende bese je.

ari ni ak di"makeup" oleh kakak tersayang ak.
lawa kot.
ak tgok crmin pun rse cam nk ngorat dri sndri.
HAHA

prasan jap!

act, ak ni buruk je.
xlawa mne pun.
dy make up jd ok la gak muke ak ni.
xde la nk muntah everytime tgok.
huhu

so korg bygkan btape terernye akak ak ni make up?
klu korg nk dy jdi mak andam korg, cr je la fb dy k??
*promote akak sndri. style x? HAHA

ok2. abis da. see u next timeeeee


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Thursday, March 17, 2011

perception vs. attitude

the thing is sometimes u have to accept someone's attitude.
u cant always ikut kepala sendiri je.
u have to follow others to.
dont have a perception problem.
but u dont have to change ur attitude just because of that.

just a reminder to myself.
no hard feelings to anyone.
:)

4th March 2011


hey guys.......
lama sudah hamba berdiam diri, betul atau tidak?
*eceh, nk gak ckp mcm uh. poyoo gler blh x? mentang2 bru tgok cite HMM. haha

back to the story, 4th march 2011..
korg nk tau x ape yg jd time tu????
ini yg teman nk story2 ni.
sabor ye....
HAHA

ok2. on that day was my date with a very speacial person.
korg msti da tau spe kan??
xyah nk ckp pun btul x????
dg spe lg klu bukan ngan mr. bf!!!
heee

minx maaf ye tpi sy sgt rndu dy..
n time bday ktorg xleh nk kua..
ni je la mse yg ade.
so gune la mse tu ngan pnuh faedah.
btul x kawan2?
:DD

first destination ktorg alamanda kat putrajaya tuu.
bygkan btape baik nye ak g putrajaya dr shah alam smate2 tuk dy.huhu
*tpi dy lgi baik sbnrnye dr johor dtg ke kuala lumpur.huhu
sbb tu sy syg kat dyyyyy. <3
aish. da lari topic. ok2. back to the story..

next destination, KLCC. kat cni sgt bes.
taman dy klu duk 2 hari pun blh kot.
sgt BESAARRRRRR
*aish. peghak la pulak minah ni. mcm xprnh g je. haha

pastu ak kne anta blk putrajaya,
tpi ak xksh.
sbb ak syg dy..
*silekan muntah klu nk! heee

btw, it was awesome!!!
n i loved every mmoment of it. <3<3<3

p.s. for mr. bf i love you la sygggg.
:)

Monday, February 14, 2011

header baru.

jangan korg nk muntah sgt tgok header bru sy ye.
heee.
sempena week birthday mr. bf. :)

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Friday, February 4, 2011

bahasa ewww


ok this guy is awesome. n he totally speaks the truth.
bahasa ewww!
haha.
so please guys dont do this.
its not comel.
its not cool.
if u wanna still use it, i just wanna ask u y.
please enlighten me k!

btw, all the best to u anwarhadi

Thursday, February 3, 2011

confuse....

yeah ! im still not sure about everything..
should i just give up?
run away?
yeah ! even that is on my mind.
i dont wanna be the problem but thats what i feel like right now.
hmmmmm.
ive got to get out of here.
ive got to throw away these feelings.
someone has to help me.
but no one can.
damn ! i hate this !

Saturday, January 29, 2011

send me away with the words of a love song ~

if i die young,
bury me in satin,
lay me down on a bed of roses,
sink me in the river at dawn,
send me away with the words of a love song.

lord make me a rainbow, i'll shine down on my mother,
she'll know im safe with you when she stands down under my colours,
Life aint always what you think it would be,
aint even gray n she buries her baby.

the sharp knife of a short life,
well ive had just enough time.

and i'll be wearing white when i come into your kingdom,
im as green as my little cold finger,
ive never known a loving of a man,
but it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand.

there's a boy in this town,
he says he'll love me forever,
who would have thought forever could be severed by,
the sharp knife of a short.

if i die young,bury me in satin,
lay me down on a bed of roses,
sink me in the river at dawn,
send me down with the words of a love song.